Decisions, decisions...

I honestly dread decisions...somehow, i'm very indecisive. I simply cannot make decisions in certain situations...

And it's fustrating. It really is...Especially when an answer is needed very very soon. Sigh...

And somehow when it comes to even making small decisions, i make silly choices..

Everything is equally important! gosh...
and i'm simply not firm enough...not firm in saying NO to other people and not firm with myself. if i don't make this decision soon, it's gonna be bad...
wears and tears are starting to show. pulling me in every direction. can't take it any longer.

And to go or not to go?which one??when?how?

sigh..

i wish God would audibly give me instructions on what to do...i really wish. it would make things much much easier...

Life's choices
Calling out to me
I hear all these voices
My heart just can't see

Life poses
These questions to me
Coffee or Tea?

(Michelle)

Neways,
I just visited the mpyo official site and heard us play Ria! and Danse Bacchanale...watched the video of us performing the London Symphony too.

It sounded good! and i'm not saying this to boast or show off...cuz seriously, this was the first time i actually heard us play when i'm not IN the orchestra. and it sounds SO different! LOL!

not saying that it sucked from where i'm sitting, but i guess the majority of sound i hear are the violins...heh...up close...so can hear the squeaks and out of tune notes some times...

but overall, as an orchestra, from outside, it sounded good (and because of the AMAZING accousitc in Dewan Filharmonik Petronas..heh)

When i was watching the London Symphony video, it was overwhelming.
Overwhelming because I realised how privileged and how blessed I was to be able to be in the MPYO. and how much I've learnt and grown as a musician there...and I really want to thank God for the opportunity.

neways, if you want, you can go check it out at www.mpyo.com.my :)