There is this big burden in my heart...It weighs me down everytime i hear about the things that are said and the division it is causing. It saddens me alot. But enough said here, for now. Don't want to start a debate or even an argument because it will not make things any better. It hurts to see things like this happening. It hurts deeply.
But I will keep praying, and know that all things will work out for good because God is in control. And this is where faith comes in to believe that He knows what He's doing...
On top of that, she's being difficult. Yes, i know you're in pain. But please don't let it out on other ppl, especially when they are trying to help you and make it easier for you so that you won't be in so much pain. It becomes even harder to help you, let alone be around you. sigh..and the thing is, you've stopped believing...you probably don't even realise!
I'm fine...just have alot of thoughts running around in my head.
Need to cut my hair
Need to clean my wadrobe
Need to practice my violin
Need to take a dear friend out for her belated birthday treat
Need to spend more time seeking God
Need to improve on my piano skills
Need to shop for more formal wear
Need to die daily to self
Need to organize things properly
Need to sleep earlier
Need to be more patient
Need to love my dog more
Need to clean my toilet
Need to lose some weight
Need to exercise more
Need to do so much more...
On another note, I watched 'I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry'. I was watching it for awhile and then I couldn't take it anymore. Not that the show was thaat bad (it wasn't great la), but I really didn't want to be 'polluted' by that show.
I realised that the many movies, drama series, tv series, etc. we watch are actually, in a subtle manner, planting worldly values in our minds. For example, values like sex before marriage is okay...it is ok to cheat on your spouses...gays and lesbians should be accepted the way they are...etc.
Obviously, these mediums do not teach you directly to do these things...but watching stuff like this over and over again in movies, shows, etc. gets you accustomed to it and you'll eventually accept these kind of values. It almost becomes acceptable when you find out that this man left his wife for another lady, because as you watched it many times on TV, it happens.
Now, I'm not saying that we should NOT watch movies or tv shows totally. I'm just saying that we have to be very selective with what we choose to watch.
what kind of values or information do you really want to feed yourself with?
